A rug was just yanked out from underneath Stability and I. What an ironic bitch life can be.
Life says, "Oh you like something enough to stick with it, do ya? Well we can't have that, now can we. I think I'll take it away for good." And then Life proceeds to laugh evilly in my face.

On a lighter note (and in attempt to move on), I got butterflies in my stomach for the first time in a while. Odd how such a little thing from someone really made my world pause for a moment. I'm sure Life will rear her ugly head again soon enough. The fucking cunt.
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When the routine bites hard
and ambitions are low
And the resentment rides high
but emotions won't grow
And we're changing our ways,
taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart
again
Why is the bedroom so cold
Turned away on your side?
Is my timing that flawed,
our respect run so dry?
Yet there's still this appeal
That we've kept through
our lives
Love, love will tear us apart again

Do you cry out in your sleep
All my failings expose?
Get a taste in my mouth
As desperation takes hold
Is it something so good
Just can't function no more?
When love, love will tear us apart
again

Joy Division- Love Will Tear Us Apart
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